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its the big one - like the i'm coming to join you Elizabeth big one. i am in deep Lamaze breathing to deal with it. and right now i am trying to have the courage enough to say it ... so i am gonna do it. everyone, i am not turning 20 - shocking i know. ok ... i am not turning 30 nor am i turning 50 or 60 or 70. man i am too young to turn 40. why can't i keep turning 32. ok so now what, obviously i need a drink, sure its a little early but i think i should get a pass.

when i was 39, 8 hours ago, my life had just been turned upside down. i am faced with a lot of decisions that will have large implications on my future. in my new wisdom, i was born in the late afternoon so i am still technically 39 so my wisdom has come a wee bit early, i listen to my own clock with consideration, patience and care of ... me. if you can't get with that then get the hell on.