make the world go round

my mind is packed full of crazap. too much is going on, sometimes it is hard to separate you own drama from the world's stage. right now i find it so difficult to be diplomatic, i just lack tact. i can finesse but i can spew some harsh. i am trying to be kinder to myself so i can show kindness to others. but tick tock people time is fleeting. there is no time to pretty up the pony. the pig does not wear lipstick. how do you want it? with or without?